Monday, May 17, 2010

gifted


i'm actually just finished reading this book. ok, you can laugh at me. i know it took ages for me to finish it. bought it last december. start reading it on january and only finish it may. wow!!! impressive, right? no wonder my english is becoming so dull. i'm busy with...too busy with...i can't stop myself from crying over the ending. as i writing this entry, i'm still crying. seriously. i don't bluff. i'm such a weeper. it ended with death. i don't know whether it is for good or what. but i just can't take it. though he was given such tiny time to spend with his family, it is still not enough for such an egomaniac suer busy guy like Lou Suffern. it so unfair. hey!!! he is ready to change himself to be the better one. why can't the Big Guy up there give him some times to cherish his wife, his children, his family. the storyline is quite boring at the start. who wants to read about such unloyal husband, undevoted son who always think about his work. that's why i keep delaying my read. but everything change on the day he met Gabe. i think Gabe is an angel. it stands for Gabriel. he gives this capsule that can clone you and make you be in two places at the same time. awesome, right? but then everything turn to be so ugly. it ended with Lou involved in car crash. right before he's dead, he ask Jessica to give him the last pill. and she did. at that very moment, Lou just reached home and he non-stoppingly said how much he loves his family when actually he's already gone in that car crash. it's like God gives him that remarkable time just to show his family that at least he loves all of them. what caught my attention is, before he drove home, Gabe ask him to put on his safety belt but he refused. so you, mind You for me please. don't forget to put on your safety belt when you're driving.
moral of the story is, never take people who care for you for granted. you have to 'Appreciating your loved ones, Acknowledging all the special people in your life, Concentrating on what's important'. stop ignoring for the sake of yourself.

i don't have this one...who that kindhearted person wants to give this to me as my precious gift?