i'm just watching 500 days of summer. light movie with such heavy emo stuff been starved in one. well, at least that's what i thought of. it teach you that life is not about fate, meant for each other. i think this movie describe me better. i am someone who don't believe in fate. i believe things happen for a reason. soul mate is just another dumb things that i think people should stop to believe in. there's no such thing. everything happen for a reason. sometimes it's just a coincident. it never meant something else. like when you've found someone, you know he's the one from the beginning? please...give it a rest. as if that things ever happen. what i like mostly about the movie is zooey deschannel. she's so howt. real howt. almost burn me with her seductress look. talking like someone on something. i love her dress in this movie especially the blue one. so thin yet so sensual. i want that kind of thing. but can i wear that to school? no, right? ;p but actually i do have something thin. white thing with pink flowery. gotta bring it after the school holiday. hahaha...ok back to the movie, i wholeheartedly heart the last scene where the guy met another girl named Autumn then the numbering start to 1 back. one thing i realize, when the object of your affection is marrying someone or even just left you for someone else, there's no point for you to stay in grief for such a long time. it's totally pointless and useless. life must go on. past is past. you can't simply click the undo button to do what you supposed to do just to get her/him back into your life. that simply meant you're not meant for each other. God have something major for you ahead. something way better than before. you just have to open your eyes. how do i know? i'm going through this phase. at least, i'm succeed. doesn't matter how many times you cry, how you closing yourself to the world outside, it'll never change anything. no matter how hurt you are. you just have to fuckingly move on. get rid of your sadness. start to smell on the different kind of air with wonderful breeze. i know you're not used to new things. but that's where you have to start adjusting the whole things. that's the whole point, adjusting. later on, it will become some memory worth keeping in your repository as one of the lesson worth learn. it is totally something you can laugh out or even cry your heart out. well cry is the best remedy to help you achieving catharsis. which i prefer mostly. hahaha...i spend two days crying over stupid things yesterday. now you can see i'm smiling for the whole month. =)
i start to think of becoming a lesbo when i saw her wearing this dresschoooooooooo....sexy
