Wednesday, May 5, 2010

i'm not a good teacher

teacher barbie...am i?

dear 2k,

i just want to say how sorry i am for treating you guys badly on monday. i know i shouldn't said the words i'm not supposed to said in front of youngster. i'm sorry for yelling at you guys. i'm sorry for saying your gaya is so SIAL. i'm sorry for calling you guys monkey. i'm just a human. everything is limited. especially when it comes to patient. i ask you guys three times to shut up and do your work while i'm checking your friends writing. but what did you do? you keep talking and talking and talking. it seems like i'm invisible in front of you. you guys never respect me as a teacher. you guys never treat me like one. to you, i'm just another wall flower that shouldn't be taken seriously. i'm just another barbie that you can keep talking and giving your best compliment whenever i'm around. but you forget that i'm the one who teach you verb to be, subject-verb agreement. you forget that i'm the one who read robinson crusoe for you. i know i'm not a good teacher. i usually come to class a bit late. but still i enter your class with a lot of ideas to improve your english. i come with so many things just to give you another useful things that can help you at least know how to speak simple english. but what you give me? none. except unrespectful behavior towards a teacher. you such a pain in my ass.

i'm sorry because i fail to be a good teacher after 5 months teaching. i fail to control my temper. i fail to be a guardian angel to all my students...:'(