almost

two more days, zila. then you can have the real break that you deserve. kimbet!!! why suddenly time fly so very slow???

fion, glo, chris and me in our batik

going to miss these people.

re-enact

so you did the prayer and saw her and you cried for your idiocy.

even God helps you by giving a sign. 

then what are you waiting for? 

be a man. go get your bride so you both can re-enact all the sex scenes from Fifty Shades Trilogy.

not telling her, then act like you feel nothing and turn yourself into the same old moron.

chemistry. neutron collision. intuition. God's sign.

lampisang!!!

sampai tua la.

leather

it is almost the same as in buying a dress. you want the specific dress that you've been eyeing for some time but end up with different one. not because you can't afford the one you want. but it's because you've spent too much time eyeing it you grew bored of it. not really that bored. maybe because it just stick there without even trying to attract you after so long. so when they put the new arrival item with 10% discount from the same favourite store of yours, off course the decision has been made. now you're going out wearing a new dress, looking gorgeous as usual and feel ecstatic. but then, when you eyed the one that still hang there in the mannequin, you just realize you have made the wrong choice. bam!!! ngerti???

you know what i find therapeutic? no. not shopping. shaving. i love to shave myself in the bathroom and do some thinking while waiting for the cream to take action. i don't know why but i find this act very soothing and stress relieved. i love the feeling after that whenever i touch my skin it so supple it reminds me of new born baby. i usually shave my legs only but for what i have in mind lately have forced me to shave my whole body. right now i don't know what am i going to shave when i come back from the office after seeing him wearing that brown leather shoes.

kill me.