napa aku ja yang balik2 sakit di sini ni? in almost 3 months here, dua kali sudah aku sakit. ana sekali and fizy, none. nda pernah dia sakit. sudah nya tu, sakit yang merapu. 1st dulu jangkitan kuman melalui air yang nda bersih. then yesterday doctor cakap food poisoned. pada hal sama ja apa yang kami makan. maybe my immune system is so weak. last night on phone with my mum, kena nag lagi. she said i don't know how to take care of myself.
mum: sudah sedia tau meng lahir nda cukup bulan, nda boleh telampau panas, nda boleh telampau sejuk. badan jadi lemah. pandai-pandai la ba jaga diri nak. bukan ada mama sana yang menjaga. besar juga sudah meng kan.
me: ya la ba. sudah la tu.
i tend to forget that i've been FORCE to be born. pity mum kalo teringat kejadian itu. Enit Donald Jackson, i love you more for that. but cut that crita Adam out for our next conversation ya. i'm tired. kalo ada, pandai juga saya bawa ke rumah untuk di kenal kan. masalah nya, i have no one mum. i'm not ready. dapat MC for 2 days. awesome kan?
yusri alfian, aku masih marah dengan kau ya. what you said in the car yesterday, totally uncool. and it hurts a lot. and the rest of the day between us, sucks!!! and you don't even know how much it hurts me. not just the hurting part, but i think you supposed to figure out yourself the rules of friendship. how i put my friend close to my heart. i never ask more. i just want you to do the same thing as i do. crap. what's the point talking about you here. you don't even read this..=(
p/s: why suddenly i've become so emo? PMS or because i'm sick?
