Friday, October 15, 2010

Speeding will not bring you closer to heaven

-Anoneemus-

kak rosnah: kau ka balik sendiri ka kemarin dari tawau? laju nya. sampai laki ku tanya perempuan ka lelaki yang drive tu?

kamsah: laju nya kau semalam. belimpas kita di lot M.

fizzy: aku cakap terus terang. kau macam apa sekarang drive. makin teruk. bukan setakat laju. tapi bahaya.

pyan: laju nya kau drive.

dia: drive hati-hati.
kalau hujan jalan licin.
don't speeding.

me: entah. macam sial ja bila semua orang sudah start complain. i know i should love myself more. but this only happen whenever i drive alone. but when i'm with someone, i try so hard to make that person feel safe. i just don't know what's got into me lately. i seems can't differentiate between 80 and 120.
i used to drive around 100-120. as long as i still can count the tree nearby, that means i didn't reach my limit. only on occasion i go more than that. only when i'm not myself. when i feel like a shit. i can't promise anything right now. because this is me. i don't know how to control it.
but this morning fizzy suddenly said 'kau ni mau kena dulu, baru kau pandai jerak. mau ada yang mati dulu baru kau berenti'. gulp....sentap. i know. bye.