that i just watch Harry Potter. i'm not a big fan of him. i don't read the book. and i only watch the first and second movie long time ago. it's just not me and i chose not to follow it. what i notice is Ron is bigger now. hahaha...i remember him with that red hair and little freckles on his cheek. the trio totally growing up filming all the movies.
how odd it is when mum suddenly ask me whether i go visit lulu yesterday or not. it's not like i don't want to. it's just i can't make time for it. currently busy with a lots and lots of things to do.
we talk about new year resolution with budak kecik on the way to sandakan this afternoon. and mine is I'M GOING TO TRY TO LIVE WITHOUT ANY HELP FROM MUM AND DAD. i won't ask for money. not even for the gas money every time i'm going back to tawau. i'm trying to live on my own. i still feel like i'm not working every time i'm home cause every time i'm going back to bukit garam, mum or dad will give me some money. doesn't matter whether i ask for it or not. it's totally a shame thing. please don't tell anyone about this. at least let me try okay.
i keep thinking of what i want for this coming christmas from big daddy. and i come to a sudden choice. nothing fancy. all i want for this christmas other than him to be mine, ;p i want a white gold bracelet. that's it. that's all i want.
p/s: yes. my family is celebrating christmas. only not in that way. why? because we're half Australian. hahahaha...what do you expect?
