what would you do when suddenly your best friends died leaving you their one year old kiddo asking you to take care of her with some asshole that you hate mostly?
i haven't go for a movie for quite a long time. last one is during Ramadhan watching step up. and i haven't watching chick flick in cinema for a years. we hate watching light movie in cinema. so last night me and budak kecik go for it. it is as a reward for being so tired doing all the works before the school end. we're having fun last night. a real fun that we didn't get for such a long long time. lately life become so chaotic loaded with works, issues, some random stupid things. kind of tired with all the drama. need a place to hide away.
i'm not placing my place in her shoes. i mean the girl in the movie. but we kind of having the same situation. surrounding with couple, married with kids friends. me also surrounding with dating friend (fizzy and pyan), engaged (rny and jason), married with a baby (halizah and reyzan). and i'm the last single girl. haha...happy. but will i do the same if anything happen to my friends? it's not like i'm wishing for anything. it's just i'm being realistic. i will perhaps. depends on the situation. it's not easy raising others baby. it's a big responsibility. talk about it when it really happen...;)
did i mention the school end just now? yeah, i did. i'm going to teach in the morning session for next year. i always love it. because that means i have a long long time to sleep on the evening. so if you saw me getting chubby and flabby later, please don't say anything. they ask me to teach 5 examination classes. such a huge things to do. wish me luck. i'm keeping my fingers cross for anything good happen. like he said to me 'show them the new you'. haha...maybe. we'll see. everyone knows that i'm such ill discipline teacher. i'm trying my best to make everyone happy. as long as they make me happy.
yesterday is like 'hari makan sedunia' for me. i hate that. no i love it. i start my day with mihun goreng and egg for breakfast. thanks to sarah for the treat. then i eat his nasi goreng cooked by hafiz and cucur bawang. next is nasi himpit with rendang daging. and during English panel final meeting, i eat a cup of baked macaroni, a slice of chocolate cake and 2 slices of carrot cake. on the evening, nizuan brought us to 7 heaven. i eat a slice of green tea cake that taste more like seaweed cake and a cup of vanilla yogurt ice cream. and not to be forgot, a cup of popcorn and a pepsi during the movie. no wonder i can't wear my cotton pants that i'm supposed to wear yesterday. i hate that. is that means i'm supposed to change to size 6 now? OMG!!! now i have to change the whole closet? i need a new bra size and a new pants size? what am i now? one of the biggest loser girl? and in a time like this, i still can think of perming my hair. oh...how much i want that sexy wavy hair like Meredith Grey in Grey's Anatomy.
mission for now: toning my body and get that wavy hair.
he's leaving in less than 12 hours. i start have this feeling since this past few days. i hate when we're parted. it's not like he's going for three weeks, it's 6. it's double of it. i can't see him for that long time. i don't know what he is up to. i can't put him on my radar. i hate this feeling. i hate feeling unease. i hate missing him badly...;(
