: you're very brave girl.
: no, i'm not. i'm afraid. very afraid. only God knows how i feel inside. but i have no choice.

i no putting a hope nor waiting for someone. i'm just being me. reserved. and when someone ask me to keep my option open, i'm blur. what option do i have? it's all up to me. i know it's not that hard to find a guy who really really want me. but the most important thing is, what my heart want. to whom should she seek peaceful, rest and nestle.

still my heart screaming for him asking 'kapan kau jadi milik ku?'.