have you ever felt so empty inside until you don't even know what to ask from God in your prayer?
it's weird. the feeling is so indescribable. like you are not part of human being. that's how i feel lately. somehow it brings smile on my face. the real smile. finally to be free from things that tying you for years and years of living. it's like a huge burden being lift up from your shoulder and you can breath easily. but when you look from the other side, you'll be surprised how ugly it is actually.
perhaps i should ask for curl hair and white shirt.
