it's not about the lust. it's the love that catch my attention.

spent my weekend engrossed myself into this trilogy. i can't give further review over these books. you've got to read it to understand it. different people have different point of view about BDSM and all that submissive thingy. but i can say i like it better than twilight. at least it's logic and it happens in our daily basis. overall, i'm glad that i ditched The Best of Me by Nicholas Sparks for this one. the overnight totally paid off.

just so you know, reading the pdf version is totally not cool to me. but i have to read it because they put me on pre-order for the books. sucks.

p/s: Edward Cullen is no longer my eye candy. well, say hello to Christian Grey. dark and mysterious philanthropy. still he is no HK..;p

i love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you

according to Coelho, love is narcotic. at first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. the next day, you want more. you're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. you think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours. but then you get used to that person, and you begin to completely dependent on them. now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. if he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. and just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love. sounds pathetic yet beautiful.

hidup

manusia bila di bagi pilihan akan pilih yang cantik instead yang buruk.
yang kurus instead gemuk.
yang tinggi instead rendah.
saya memang nampak superficial. tapi hakikat nya akan go pada benda yang people least expect.

schoolmate: i have brain tumour. stage 3.
me: bullshit!!! why now?
i have 2 close people who died because of SLE and brain tumour few years ago. please Lord, not again. i'm tired of losing.

superb

another thing i hate about PMS is your whole body become more sensitive. and. and. and. you're super horny all the time. sucks!!!

always an aunt never a mum

since budak kecik is having a bun in her oven, i take charge of all the house chores. she needs to have extra rest. so everyday i cook dinner for us. sometimes i feel like having a husband who's going to have his dinner after solat maghrib. that means i have to cook early so we can have our dinner a little bit earlier than usual.
what it feels like? it feels like i am a family woman. it is actually a good practice for me. but it is different then. right now i have to make sure that i only cook a healthy food. i changed our refined oil with extra virgin oil since we only have that in the kitchen. remind me to buy corn oil when we do grocery later. and then, she insisted not to add MSG in the meal. so right now we're eating sort of tasteless food. it is so hard at first but once we used to the tasteless taste, it's kinda good and healthier though sometimes it taste like a hospital food. i'm going to learn lots of new recipes for the growing booboo to vary he/she food intake. frankly speaking, i super enjoy doing this. i love pregnancy phase, pregnant mum or anything to do with it. i just can't wait for the shopping time for the little angel. oh my god, booboo isn't yours, zila!!!

cooking is actually fun when you put your heart into it.

btw, i look so cute in my new purple apron.

;)

p/s: did i just name fizy's baby?

kids nowadays

student: teacher, do you have long hair or short?
me: why?
student: just asking...
me: it's not long nor short. it is just enough to drive my man crazy.

student: teacher, did you do a nose job?
me: nope.
student: what about your lips and chin?
me: if i have extra money, i will surely have a breast implant.

student: teacher, are you using a contact lenses?
me: no. why?
student: your eyes. it's brown.
me: i am a half blood princess. what do you expect?!

student: teacher, do you watch porn?
me: no. i prefer hentai.

stop asking me stupid questions if you don't want to have a stupid answer.

fetish

Am i crazy to keep sniffing and enjoying the smell of his hand on my tumb drive that he just gave back?

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think they don't know me, no?

one fine day...
partner in-crime: let's cook.
me: cook what?
pic: what do you have in mind?
me: something lamb-y. i have lamb in my fridge.
pic: where did you get it?
me: bought it last month when he wanted so much to eat my black pepper lamb but couldn't make time to cook.
pic: wah...it must be nice to be H. lucky him.
me: huhh???

yesterday...
(one of the male teacher got an oversize shirt that will never look good on him unless he alter it)
me: you should alter it. you will look ridiculous in it.
the teacher: yeah. i thought so too.
my neighbour: don't listen to zila. she likes to see male in a tight shirt.
me: huhh???

seriously guys, wtf???