always an aunt never a mum

since budak kecik is having a bun in her oven, i take charge of all the house chores. she needs to have extra rest. so everyday i cook dinner for us. sometimes i feel like having a husband who's going to have his dinner after solat maghrib. that means i have to cook early so we can have our dinner a little bit earlier than usual.
what it feels like? it feels like i am a family woman. it is actually a good practice for me. but it is different then. right now i have to make sure that i only cook a healthy food. i changed our refined oil with extra virgin oil since we only have that in the kitchen. remind me to buy corn oil when we do grocery later. and then, she insisted not to add MSG in the meal. so right now we're eating sort of tasteless food. it is so hard at first but once we used to the tasteless taste, it's kinda good and healthier though sometimes it taste like a hospital food. i'm going to learn lots of new recipes for the growing booboo to vary he/she food intake. frankly speaking, i super enjoy doing this. i love pregnancy phase, pregnant mum or anything to do with it. i just can't wait for the shopping time for the little angel. oh my god, booboo isn't yours, zila!!!

cooking is actually fun when you put your heart into it.

btw, i look so cute in my new purple apron.

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p/s: did i just name fizy's baby?