it's even a bonus when you bump into a cute guy driving his daddy's car and then you realize he is one of the students at school who's now growing up and turn into some kind of yummy brownies. and when he honk you, you suddenly coy and wave him and give your best smile ever. i am a sweet girl and i love to flirt. hehe.
and when people trying to say things like 'life will get better. everything is going to be okay'. you just smile at them and you may curse them silently cause you know pretty well that they are just a bunch of liar who think they can make you feel good about your life when they know nothing about life cause they just so damn lucky to have those who love them.
i sometimes feel like i've been cheated by the Big Guy up there. astaghfirullahalazim. seriously, i'm tired of everything. my life is a mess and i'm a deep shit. i keep avoiding phone call from everyone. i shouldn't have own phone in the first place.
now now, go take your wudhuk and recite the Holy Quran and try to comprehend the meaning and digest it into your beautiful mind. now that i have my Tafsir with english translation, i love it even more. may it brings Barakah to me.
