i am the one who can walk that mile until the end starts

i don't know why adele always has a song that helps to describe my feeling. this song is really something. the lyrics touched every part of me. being a weeper myself, i actually cry the first time i listen to the chorus. i wonder if i had too much love for him inside of me. it surprised me sometimes thinking about it. it's like i've never tired after all these years waiting, crying, hurting and mostly loving him each day.

when dad asked me about him last night, i asked him back why he likes him. then he said, "he put a smile on your face back". and with that, i spent my night crying myself to sleep..;(