what else can you do when you stuck alone at home on the weekend?

just when i'm about to do some laundry, i do some digging into my clean shirt basket. i found that i still have few clean undies. so i cancel my plan to wash the dirty one. nampak sangat rajin.
this is one of my bad habit. i love to collect my dirty underwear and wash it once when i run out of it. sometimes it can be up to until 3 weeks. luckily i have tons of it. lucky. or maybe i should try to go until i don't have one. it must be great to go to school, teaching without wearing a bra. imagination running wild. hehe.
when i was left alone like this, i usually love to do house chores. growing up by a housewife mother, i don't have a lot of chance to do it. mum usually the one who keep the house clean. make sure the food is ready for us to eat whenever we feel like one. when i was 17, she fell sick and unable to do it. i took her place to be the house mother. i learn how to cook, wash, iron and everything. it was so hard at first. but eventually i learnt. i secretly love it. it's like the only moment that i feel like a real lady. yeah, i know. surprise.
up until now, i love to do it secretly. especially when i'm alone like this. i will clean the house, do my laundry, cook and rearrange everything. life as a teacher won't give me time to do it daily. i always busy with school and nap. hehe. so weekend is my only chance to keep my room spotless. people used to think that i have a messy room. but they are wrong. to me room is my sanctuary. i change my bed sheet once in two weeks. i always make sure that my things are on it usual place. i fold my clothes neatly and put it in my drawer. my wardrobe always smells like spring and everything hang nicely. i love to keep it that way. it'll make easier for me to find things whenever i need it.
i like to cook because i love to eat. and i love the joy feeling whenever i heard people compliment my cook. what i love the most is, when he gives marks and comments to my cook. i love to see the smile on his face whenever he was happy eating. i always make sure that people will finish up my cooking because i hate left over. i won't eat it the next morning and i won't reheat it. i don't like reheat food and i refused to serve one. i'd rather throw it away and cook the new one. bad. very bad habit.
what i hate the most is washing the dish. when i'm at my parents, my dad will do it for me. and here, budak kecik will do it for me. i don't know why i hate it so much. i guess i just don't like the rough feeling on my hand. just last wednesday, amoi, budak kecik and me compared our hands. turn out that my fingers and nails is the least cuticle one. isn't that great? at least my reluctant to dishwashing paid of. i wish my guy will buy a dishwasher machine when i married later so i can keep this young soft hands. wishing. wishing.

tolong cari kan saya suami yang rajin cuci pinggan.

tiang

"isteri adalah tiang seri rumah.
kalau berseri isteri itu, maka berseri la rumah."

untuk buat tiang seri rumah, saya prefer kayu malam atau juga merbau.
supaya bila di tinggal lama, pasti akan memecah kaca rumah.
persis saya.
deep.

i can let you love me foolishly, love me foolish-like.

i much prefer the blend of his body odour and polo black

The thing about liking someone is that it is like liking a perfume. What smell nice to you might not smell nice to others or vice versa. All the type of perfume has its own uniqueness. The most important one is every kind of perfume will have its own lover.
He's away for almost a week now for District Level Sports Day. And here i am stupidly missing his smell and blogging about it while eyeing my kids doing their work.
Sometimes, love takes people beyond the imagination of stupidity. Or is it just me?

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i may not have that thick sexy wavy hair, but it is enough to make my guy smile with the smell and the softness

i've been a committed user of L'oreal Elseve collection for almost 6 years. but last month i randomly decided to change my shampoo. it happened on this one afternoon when i was bored at home, i took my car and drove to town aimless. i repeat, aimless.
so i went to The Body Shop to accompany my niece to look for something for herself. i out of the blue start smelling everything and when i tried to smell this shampoo, i fell head over heels in love with the smell. added by the professional talker sales bitch, there goes my rm130 for shampoo and conditioner. hehe
now after a month using it, i can say that i like it to the deepest. start from the smell to the non-parabens contain claimed that it'll help to save the earth. well, all i can say that it helps to volumize my hair. i recommend this shampoo to those who have the not so thick hair. don't worry about the light foam. you'll get used to it after a week of using it.

it smells like candy

i wish i have a husband who can smell my hair 24/7 and i can enjoy watching that cheeky smile on his face

talking about smell, i smell like i'm about to have sex with myself every morning in school.

resemble

tall pretty mummy+ handsome short daddy+ cute baby

can life be any blessed than this?

p/s: kalau tidak esok, mungkin lusa la ni period.

the vow

i vow to help you love life,
to always hold you with tenderness,
and to have the patience that love demands,
to speak when words are needed,
and to share the silence when they are not,
to agree, to disagree, on red velvet cake,
and to live within warmth of your heart,
and always call it home.

i vow to love you now and forever,
i promise to never forget that this is once in a lifetime love,
i vow to love you and no matter what challenges may carry us apart,
we will always find a way back to each other.

you, i know you are not as sensitive, sentimental and as romantic as i am, but deep down in your heart i know you can feel the warm of my love..;)

si pungguk yang rindu kan bulan

keep praying. keep loving. keep hoping. keep waiting.

sakit. tapi asyik.

my missing star

it's like a missing star that always ends up on your sky
it's like the rainbow never comes after the rain
it's like the sun never rises in every of your morning
how am i supposed to live without those things
they are all you.

every littlest things remind me of you.

status

When i was in suria doing some random shopping, suddenly the urge of buying mens work attire strike me. In the meantime, i was whatsapping with budak kecik. I asked her if it's okay for me to buy him one. She replied me, 'apa juga status kamu ni?'.

Sentap.

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Ayden JB

We're just welcome a new born boy named Ayden to our family this morning at SMC. What a beautiful baby with a handsome daddy and a cute mummy.

Oh...i just can't wait to have mini him. Allah please grant my wish faster.

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