she seems positive about it. why not me? she knows better. she always know.
i'm not going to put any hope on this. i just keep praying and waiting and hoping a little maybe. as long as i don't put higher expectation. i don't care about all that. i just wish a year from now, picturing myself, pregnant with happiness. only this time with a baby. for real.
Ya Allah, please grant my wish. bella pronto.