repent

one of the best things living together with budak kecik is every night you can hear she recites the Holy Quran and none of the day this house lack of the sound of dzikir and all the beautiful sounds come from her laptop. such a tranquila. it feels like home. exactly like home. it's like my OH SO MACHO AND AMAZING DADDY is there with me every single day. i used to sneak up her room to watch her perform the solah. i just don't know why i don't have the courage to do so. please don't get me wrong. i'm trying so hard to do so as well. it's just not my best.

i just hope that the Al-Mighty have some mercy on me.