it feels so relief. why?
because you don't have to meet this person. especially if you both don't know each other.
he does not know about your existence nor you know about his real self.
and you know from the first place it won't happen. never. nunca.
i was in love. nope. i am still in love with this particular guy since i first read his blog two years ago. he is a teacher in some remote area in Sarawak. to me he such a good writer. he knows language very well and he surprisingly has a very pleasant look. not the handsome type of guy. but more to nerdy-i-enjoy-literature-so-much type. i've been spending my weekend browsing his blog reading his past post. i enjoy this label of his. seems like he understand or at least trying harder to understand Venusia. it so glad to know that actually there are some people out there who make some effort to try to understand the way we are. really. flower-flower, okey. by the way, please try to read The Gentle Sex. sure it'll bring a smile on your face. Cheerio!!!
p/s: going to miss Mr.Beego so much. though we don't know each other that well, at least he used to sleep next to Orca.
