I was on the verge of picking a fight with dearest lately and I don't know why. I can be a bitch sometimes when it comes to relationship. I sincerely feel sorry for him for having to face all my drama and stupidity. Perhaps one day when he have enough of me, he will leave. I just pray that that day will never come cause right now I honestly can't take another day parting from him. Please bear with me, Sayang.