we read to know that we are alone.
and sometimes like the song said, alone does not mean lonely. but right now, i don't even know what is the different. i am so not myself lately yet i feel like i used to be this person. it's just coming back to haunt me. weird. haunted by your own self. and locked.
i think i need Kindle, or iPad, or perhaps just a nice brand new glasses. and lock myself into my red room of pain.