it's just emotion taking me over

Lately i let emotion control me freely. I cried not for no reason but mostly easily touched by the story i was engrossing myself into. I cried when rennie abort her baby when she was 17. I cried when amy lost her preterm baby. I cried when the unnamed lost her husband. I know it's just fiction. But i feel like i was in their shoes. Feeling grief, lost and lonely. I shouldn't read and let all this stuff corrupted my mind but i feel like i need to keep reading to avoid the emptiness i feel inside. At least i don't feel alone when i am reading. I might sound sick or depress as what my sister would call me this past few months. I don't mind. I really don't mind.

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