Tuesday, March 27, 2012

don't ever open your cross-legged

i think every concern mum will say this words to her beautiful girl and she will remind her about this until she's getting hitched. i guess so. even when i'm on phone call with mum now she likes to end up our conversation with "jangan nakal-nakal meng". and the message is clear enough to me. there's things that i have to take care of.

it's actually surprised me to know that some of my kids did make love to each other. i shouldn't say make love cause i'm sure there's no love there but lust. what the hell did they think? in this age they supposed to be stuck in library reading all the Blyton's work. or dream about guy as gallant as Rudolf Rassendyll who helped Princess Flavia from the villain trying to kill her fiance. you can do so many things other than exploring each other's body. you'll have plenty of time for it later when you are old enough to be wedded to someone your heart desire. i don't know should i call the girls stupid or whore or whatever that suit them. how come they be so easy to give their virtue to someone as young as them. i'm not talking about the first or second base. but this include penetration and orgasm where they're faced the risk of early pregnancy, STD and whatever issue that might occur later. how can they be this shallow. why can't you think that if he can do such things to you, he might as well do it to someone else. and what makes you think that you're the first one? if he dare to make the first move, i'm sure he has experienced it with someone else before you. if he loved or respected you enough, he won't touch you. not even dare to put his lips on your lips. trust me. even me as a girl, is not dare to touch someone i love mostly. i put a gap between us cause i want it to be special when the time comes someday. don't you want your first time to be very special? to be in the halal way. we have our religion as our guidelines. but it seems like you forget about it. i know in this age everything look so right and challenging to you. you want to try every single thing that people said will give you pleasure. why don't you channel this enthusiasm to something positive? try to fulfil other curiosity. not necessary that part. i'm sure you have a lot of things in your mind. you are young. there's so many things to explore out there. boys, don't ruin your girl if you don't want to be ruined someday. i know that thing is a lot easier on your side. but think about the girls in your family every time you decide to do something stupid to other girl. the moment you put your sword to someone cunt, i'm sure someone else will do the same to your sisters. if you want it not to happen, DON'T EVER DARE TOUCH SOMEONE's GIRL. you will have beautiful girl someday. i'm sure you don't want your pretty girl to lose her virginity at the age as young as 13, right?

i've seen this world longer than you. i've been in a relationship with the same guy for almost five years. if i can control myself, why can't you? if i can wait until right now, why can't you? if i can keep it for the right and legal one, why can't you? life is no different then and now. love yourself. stay virgin. think about the future.