why are you frowning when i'm here with you? you smile better.
yes, you were there with me. but...i don't know how to say this. i usually not the type of girl who always want more from others. but with you, i start to want more. i want you. i want you before. i want you right now. i want you even then. i don't know what is the chances for us to be together. i don't know if you worth to try. i don't even know if you want me for real this time. we have fun. you make me laugh. you actually listen to my mumble almost every weekend. and you spoon me which is rare for a guy to do especially when i'm no one to you. i know i said No before. and right now, i don't know how to say yes to you when i can feel that you gaping yourself. i won't regret the No before. but i will hunt you till you say yes once again.
before he left that last morning together, "you deserve to be happy. that face doesn't suit you". and in that moment i swear, we're deserved to be together.
