curi oreo tu sexy sebenar nya

saya curi dua keping oreo sir nizuan di staff room tadi sebab telampau kepingin. besok mau curi lagi. dan kalo boleh hari-hari mau curi sampai la saya di bekal kan oreo untuk sebulan. tidak sabar rasa nya mau pulang ke rumah supaya pembekal saya dapat membekal kan nya...;)


p/s: mister, where is my ice cream? PMS strike me again. tomorrow don't forget to buy me one. next time don't serve your guest ice cream. bagi ja air sejuk..:(

sangapness????

macam la ko nda pena tefikir benda begini...

what's really on my mind...;)

sweet, right?

p/s: mister, did you notice something in every picture? ;)

angel

Angel
I have a dream of you I can't defined
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost without you by my side
Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel
Your brightest star is shining next to mine
Every night and day
You know
Stars exploded then they fade away
Then they fade away
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Would you please be my babe
Come by and I lay you down
I'm loving when you say I love you too

Won't you please be my honey
I'm sorry that I let you down
Your eyes are breaking my heart in two
Break my heart in two

Angel
May the one above us keep you safe
Every night and day
If he knows
How I love the smile all on your face
When you are here to stay

Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

currently into this song by atilia. sweet song with a deep meaning. we're having total fun today making doughnut using that instant flour. fizy and ana are the one who make it. me shaped it to his name. and another cute shape. cute kunun. hahaha...at least, it's our first attempt and i strongly agree that we're succeed. sedap juga. hidden talent. well, last week me baked that delicious cookies that taste almost like F.A cookies and today making doughnut that taste like the one from Big Apple. hahaha...perasan lebih budak ni. but mister, sedap kan doughnut yang ada hershey hugs dalam nya tu? it is special made only for you. ain't i the sweetest? PINANG LA SAYA...;p

Confidence is a must
Happiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush
Edges
A man with a Midas touch
Intoxicate on the rush
Stop you’re making me blush
People are looking at us

p/s: mister, your nasi kerabu is chooo.....chedap. biar pun nda dapat black pepper beef.
but these two girls here ask me to pack my things and move to your place...:(

skip

i'm supposed to train the drama team now. but here i am at home doing nothing. can't do lots. i'm having period cramps and i hate it. i keep on munching since morning. can't help myself. all i want right now is ice cream and beef. tapun tapun.

mum and dad were having this for today's lunch at home...:(

me want this right now.
lots and lots of this...

***talking to dad again this morning about my notebook and guess what is the answer?
dad: bukan meng sudah janji ka hari tu kalo sudah keja, meng nda mau minta beli apa-apa dengan bapa. meng cakap mau beli semua sendiri. sendiri cakap sendiri buat la. bukan meng cakap mau jadi grown up girl ka? nda mau jadi baby kan?

and i heard my mum talking from the back
mum: yah...cakap la dengan tu anak perempuan bagus-bagus. nanti saya lagi di minta nya tu. nda pandai habis mau nya.

me: bha ya la kalo sudah kena cakap gitu. nanti saya beli la sendiri. nda payah lah sudah beli saya apa-apa...

and the line is dead. ain't i the sweetest?

where thou my gyno

i seriously need to see one pronto. this ain't normal things to me. i'm having quite normal cycle. but why suddenly? mum, kak lin. i need you both here..:(

mister, i need more chocolate and ice cream. now i know why i start eating like a pig.

wet and wild

it's raining...0302

cute kan? it's raining since last night. cold. wake up little late today. the budak2 have to wait for me for the drama practice. sorry ok. teacher just having a wild night last night. doing what? don't ask..;p
back to rain. yup it's raining here. suddenly it reminds me when i ask halizah long time ago why out of the blue it's like a monsoon season? she stupidly answer 'musim mengawan kali'. sial kan? halizah, you're married now. so i guess you can mengawan any time you want. doesn't matter if it's the time to mengawan or not. me so jealous. i'm in jealous mood right now. jealous to everyone around me. jealous to eyon because she's at home right now since last week. but she's going back to UIA tomorrow. jealous to halizah because she's married and she's going to be a mum. jealous to pyan because he's having new laptop. pada hal dua minggu lepas lagi pun dia beli. and now i'm using it for a few days. i know you're the sweetest one. that's why mum loves you. pyan, you better be careful as i'm scared my dad would do something to you for stealing mum's heart..;p who else? teda sudah. manusia-manusia lain besa-besa ja hidup durang. jadi me kurang jeles.

wet and wild? yes, it is wet because it's rain. but wild? what so wild? idk.
why we always talking crap lately?

valentine's day

just watching this movie. i know it's kind of late and if i were in kK i'd be the first to watch perhaps. cause that what me and halizah do when we have such tiny little time away from her guy. watching chick flicks. but here i am in bukit garam, watching the dvd 3 months later after the movie being released. pity me. what can i say about the movie? if you prefer some drama, being melodramatic, don't watch this. this is just another 'he's just not that into you' kind of movie. simple and relax with a lot of A-list star as an attraction. but still there are a lot of message you can get there especially if you were single like me. or you facing turbulence in your relationship. what i love the most is, it teach you to accept whomever your loved one used to be or used to do. forgiveness is the main key. one thing for sure, if you ever met that real Mr.McDreamy, stay away from him. he's married. and he just celebrating his 15th anniversary of marriage with Pamela. now i know why Dr.Sloan still single in Grey's Anatomy. he's gay. haha...Eric Dane is gay in this movie. fucking unbelievable!!! such a hot guy turn out to be gay. i'm so frustrated. mister, you're not gay, right? and man prefer girl with 3s. smart, sensitive and sexy. then it remind me to someone long time ago who used to describe me as cute, clever and sexy. well mr.someone, i'm a teacher now. and i'm still cute, still clever and still maintain my sexiness. and people still think me as sexy when i'm in baju kurung. just like you. i'm sure you having fun with your life as FA. good luck.
have to wake up early tomorrow as i'm having drama practice with the 'budak2 ni' at 9am. then promise the boys at hostel that i'm going to teach them english at noon. i'm worried about the drama competition next week. it's getting closer but the kids did not show any progress. it's like they just playing around. i know some of them trying their best, but what about the others? i just wish luck is on our side. suddenly remind me to what Firdaus Lee used to said to me "don't believe in luck zila. believe in Allah". crap!!! thanks a lot firdaus. it meant a lot to me. still i'm hoping for some luck here. i know people at school expect something from me. failure? maybe. who knows what's on their mind especially those who hates me. i know quite well what they've been up to. some of them stop talking to me. i don't know what's their problem. malas mau ingau. as long as they don't give a fuck on me then i won't give a damn on their life.
the greatest achievement a teacher can get is when their weak students finally pass their monthly test. i adore this two kiddies. they both from 2B class which is full of low level of proficiency in English. but they keep seeing m,e asking me question, this and that. especially the grammar part. frankly speak, i never put any hope to this method. but finally it shows something. it shows that, if you really do your homework, follow what i said to you in class, flying colour is totally yours..:) hope the other students learn their lesson well from these two kids. teacher going to buy you something. promise.

my notebook's screen macam mau patah. cracking at the edge. now i know i'm supposed to buy that vaio when i'm in kK. now can't. have to wait for dady's generosity to buy me one or at least adding some money. why? because i have none..;)

p/s: mister, i'm so damn jealous right now. i think you know why.
btw, i think PMS gonna struck me real sooner. again? what's going on here? should consult gyno?

15th

it's 15th of the month. and for the first time, no money transfered to my account. dad no longer giving me money..sob..sob..:'(
i guess, they have enough of me for 24 years. now it's time for me to go on my own. but still i can ask some money from you, kan bapa? it is so weird how life turn out to be. tak menarik langsung!!!

btw, this is what i got from privatizing my blog for a few days. i though i can runaway from stalker, gossip girls who are looking for some amusement things to laugh at school. but i just couldn't.

a guy friend: napa ko pigi kasi private ko punya blog? minta puji juga kau. baru nda lagi ko kasi sa jadi invited reader kan. apa bikin sa ketawa kalo tia baca blog kau ni? ko tau ka sa suka baca kisah bodoh mu sama mister mu tu? sepa juga dia tu?
me: sembarang ja ni orang becakap ni...macam nda pandai puas dia sama crita lucu ku time di U dulu. kemarin pagi lagi dia text aku minta jadi reader.

si kawan baik: kima nya ni perempuan ni ya di kasi private nya blog nya. napa juga kau la begaya betul? bagus la nda payah ada blog kalo begitu.
me: bha..ya la..karang la aku tukar. napa? teda abutan mu ka kalo nda mengabut hidup ku?
si kawan baik: jahanam punya perempuan ni....#$%***@ bla..bla..bla..

there are still a lot of friends who care for me. sorry guys. i thought i just want to hide from people who so in love with bad talking me. then i realize, i'm just another Paris Hilton to them. well, that's hot!!! kan mister?
me and joild suggest that we as a new teacher should perform during the teacher's day at school. so i decided to do the mariah carey 'why you so obsess with me'. but the acoustic version. and i want to dedicate that song to all my bad talkers at school. so sir joild and faizal, you guys should start to practice the guitar. me on the other hand already start my vocal coaching. hahaha...;)
why you so obsess with me? girl i wanna know...=p
bikin panas terus ni statement.

p/s: mister, marble? what a coincidence...

reminiscing

i think i know what is missing in my life lately. i lost the music. i lost the song. usually, it's only me and mr.Punk in our little world. adding with mum's yell and dady's words. now mr.Punk is in a critical condition. still in icu. it's not like dad can't get me new one. i'm just insist to wait for him to recover. i love mr.Punk so much. i love like i never been in love before. i love it how he never betray me with his songs. never lied to me. always know what best for me. you know how i love old things, don't you? the longer the things with me, the hardest to let go. like my pink hello kitty carpet that i put in my room. i know i'm suppose to change it years ago. but it still darling to my eyes. can't simply get rid of it. what do i listen here? crappy music from my notebook. why? i don't know how to handle music when i know everyone can hear it. i don't share my music. i share it with my thoughts and my mood only.

mr.Punk
or should i get this one?
bapa, saya mau ini....bole ka tu?
nda mahal sudah sekarang...nda pun sampai 1k...

arrêter

i always believe my heart. i always believe on my instinct. because my heart got its mind of its own. i never wrong. i never misjudge. and my heart said i have to stop now. and just like that i quit. i ain't a quitter. but i have to. sorry.

can you keep a secret?

call me late or whatever. i just read this book. spending my monday night reading this when i knew very well i'm working on monday. it's totally funny. how can you spill your secret to some stranger? then how you react when that stranger turn out to be your superior at the office? busted. what i love the most is

the whole point about strangers is, they disappear into the ether and you never see them again.
plus, never talk to stranger...

i have a lot of secrets. like real a LOT. most of it are silly and so stupid. i keep things from my parents, my sister and my friends. the biggest things was my little rendezvous. awesome. have to tell mum when the right time comes. seriously. most of my secret are full with guiltiness.
its been a long time since i read good books. never read anything from kinsella except for her famous 'confession of a shopaholic'. but that's only until a friend of mine keep asking me to read the book. he said that book is totally me. fyi, i don't shop using card. i pay cash. so i won't be burden with debt. but now is different story. me no longer buying stuff. i'm start saving now. start thinking about the future. start thinking about owning this and that for the better tomorrow. told you i heart saving...;)

p/s: mister, you were stranger once...but now...
confession: i don't baked that cookies. bought that from tong hing...;)
him: yup, taste so good till i didn't notice somebody passed by.
me: marry me then.

***thinking about owning all of kinsella's collection.
1. the five series of shopaholic.
2. remember me.
3. the undomestic goddess.
and there goes my rm200. but before that, need to finish reading another 5 unread book that i bought.

great weekend-happy sunday

having a substitution school for kaamatan leave yesterday. great. working on saturday.
cook something for that mister for dinner last night when it turn out that he was home quite late last night. pity me. tired cooking yet nobody's eating. mister, i'm so kecik hati no matter how many times you said sorry. it's not like everyday i want to cook for you. only on occasion. when i'm in the mood to minta puji. never mind then..:(
everyone now agreed that i'm getting fat and chubby. don't know why. i don't think i eat that much. but i have to agree too. why? because i'm back to size 4. that was my size when i weight around 53-56 kg. i never weight myself anymore. luckily we don't have the scale here. or else i end up weighing myself every day. can't believe i'm in size 4 back!!! then what should i do to my size 2 pants? i have like 5 pairs of them. all are from mango and roxy. one from east india company. wore it less than 5 times each. still brand new..:( should thinking about selling my stuff online. anyone interested? feel free to contact me..;)
what's the good thing back in size 4? i can wear all my pants back. wowee...!!!
yeah, by the way me already delete my friendster and myspace account. deleting my old blog. so i only have this one. and delete a few of earlier entry. just want to forget my so-called uglisita past. don't know why. don't ask. then remember a quote from someone i forgot his name already. i quote "trying to forget your past and it'll bring you back to where you've started", i unquote. great!!!
me thinking of asking dad to buy me a bicycle for my used here. what for? exercise lorr.. jogging makes me easily tired. plus, cycling can shaped a beautiful thigh. maybe this is the time i'm going to have that sexy kelly rowland's thigh..woot woot.. just adding another relevant reason, i can use that bike to go to Sedco, perhaps..:p
so, what say you, big dady? can or not? or else by me new car then. lagi la melampau. but you've promised, right dad?
we're having a bbq party this morning for the school sport's contingent. can't help that much as i don't know what to do. why sabrina scared of kakak (auntie perasan) zila? i guess i'm not that good in handling toddler. sucks!!! what am i going to do to my own baby later. poor me. mister, is that okay with you? i don't have that sense of motherhood...:(

look how sexy kelly's thigh is.....
me want that. me want that.

dad, i want something like this.
doesn't look too boyish, not so girlie
just nice for your baby daughter...:)

p/s: me looking for some blissful by non-stoppingly feeding hershey huggs to my mouth since this morning...;)

lingua franca

a friend ask: why you always fall for a guy who speak english?
me answer: he can charm me with thousands of words that nobody knows what it means literally. and cinta nya sampai ke hati
friend: like what?
me: like when he say something beautiful, i don't have to throw out of his attempt of being romantic.
friend: yeah like what?
me: instead of 'aku jatuh cinta pandang pertama', he said 'you totally had me at hello'
friend: aren't that insanely stupid excuse?
me: aren't insane another name of me?
friend: f@#* y@#
me: :) harder

adore this guy a lot...like real a LOT

you can only said bad things about this guy if you:
1. have such a beautiful voice
2. have his masculinity
3. off course for his handsome face
4. islamic
5. educated
6. a loving father and husband
7. creative
8. super talented
9. and mostly if you ever speak english fluently

p/s: mister, i like the way we texting now. totally english teacher...;)

:(

it's been almost a week i'm doing my work and online using ana's notebook. why? because my notebook's adapter broke down. malatop on sunday night. pity me. then my broadband modem buat hal. can't connect to the network. don't know why. i guess this is just another so super unfortunate week for me. bad luck and all that jazz seem following me from the beginning of the week. what should i do. i guess i really need a new notebook. thinking about owning that pink vaio notebook. but it's gonna cost me an arms and leg. where should i get the money? ask big dad? no way. i just give my parents money last 2 weeks. it's totally humiliation for me if i'm asking some help from dad now. i work now. i start to earn my own money. is it okay if i still asking money from dad? is it okay if i ask dad to buy me new notebook? is it okay if i asking loan from dad? loan? that is the same meaning of asking when it comes to me. but i still love my notebook. he's been with me for almost five years now. the last resort is getting myself a new adapter ASAP. where? the nearest is between LD and sandakan. but have no car here. if i have to wait until i'm home, that would be the end of this month. life's getting harder as i'm getting older. i bet this is just another part of learning the hardest life by the hardest way. i'm just wishing this is the hardest i've ever face. can't take it anymore. sick, broke down gadget, super duper uncool colleagues. enough. can't take it anymore. out of the blue talking about uncool colleague. why? i just knew that someone bad talking me and try to make another person hates me. cut that crap out miss. like we don't know what are you trying to do. i don't know what is your problem with us. did i just hurt you? did i stole your guy? or what? are you jealous with me? of what? me being sexy mama? blame it on my gen cause that's the real reason why i'm so appealing. i got it from my mama....got it..got..got it..
yeah, btw my tonsil is getting better. thanks to that mister for that 12 bottles water.

tempting
pink vaio w
it only cost me rm1999
but this thing is too small
i don't like small thing
zila heart 'yang besar punya...' like this one

pink vaio CW
real temptation
this one cost me rm3299

***shouldn't listen to fizy and pyan's say when i seriously want to buy that CW in kK last week. see what happen when i refused to buy something. it cost me more of losing now..:(

p/s: ikut...
: come

craving...again :)

suddenly in the middle of the night, me craving for this...

i have the milk
but i don't have the oreo
:(

but i do have this super yummy thing...
but i want oreo. i want oreo.
mau juga. mau juga.

p/s: mister, ada oreo ka rumah mu?

hairy me

my hair is getting longer. feel totally uncomfy with long hair. thinking about cutting my hair. but...still not decided yet. thinking about keeping my hair longer. so i look like more girlie perhaps. like Gerard Butler said in the ugly truth "man need something other than your butt to keep hold on to". daymn...since when do i start thinking about what my guy would think about my hair? like i do have a guy in my life right now. zila, wake up!!! you're single biatch!!! yeah once again, i'm sorry for being such a sensitive to your jokes, mister. and sorry to that particular person for being such utter moron. you should learn to get to know me.

back to the bob
or
go for a crop

p/s: mister, what say you? should i or shouldn't i? or you want me to keep my hair longer?

silent is golden kata nya

my gum bengkak. jangkitan kuman dari air. again.
tonsil aku getting worse. sebab kurang minum air.
boleh ka dalam sebulan aku tidak sakit?
become untalkative bunny la for today.
cannot talk.

p/s: mister, told you kan aku nda boleh minum air paip sini. bukan aku sengaja betebiat P.U.J.I.M.I.N.T.A terus.

apa yang aku betul-betul rasa?
mister, help me decide...

O

bad things keep happen to me today.
first i lost the diamond on my ring. yes. my brand new white gold diamond ring. the one that i bought using my own money. my very first paycheck. got it from Lazo Diamond at kK. that one is the last piece from daisy collection. cried my heart out at school today. without tears. only realize it was missing when i keep seeing how beautiful that ring on my finger during drama practice. everyone was shocked when suddenly i'm shouting panicly. pyan, i need to push the 'relax' button. that ring is still new. i don't even have time to take it's picca...:(
second is when ana ask to cut something on my tudung. accidentally, tegunting sekali sampai ke tudung. matai. luckily it's mine. kalo orang lain punya tadi, don't know how. i no longer can wear that tudung.
then when i go out with pyan for dinner just now, takapit tangan ku di pintu kereta. sakit. sakit gila. mau menangis ja aku tadi. kalo nda aku malu sama si pyan, lama sudah air mata ku mengalir. kalo ana sama si fizy tu besa juga tengok aksi meraung ku. damn.

is this some kind of bad omen?

p/s: mister, where's my water? skit lagi mau mati sudah ni...karang boleh la kau gembira kalo aku teda...:(
yan, aku mau _ _ _ _. aku mau _ _ _ _. mau juga. mau juga.

kota keriangan

tumbuk perut 3 kali
tampar bibir
tikam pakai pisau bawang

and there goes my weekend. non-stopingly laughing about this three things. thanks to pyan, joild, fizy and voo. faizal? he's too busy with his tunangan.
told you i don't know what to buy. i buy nothing except new books and a printer. and chocolate. and Mango's stuff. and shoes. and hobo bag. a flip flop. and there goes my list. congratulation. i heart saving..=p
mister, i lie to you. told you i buy nothing. but my list is too long. pardon me.
halizah and zufrey, i'm so kecik hati with you both. i won't go there after this. macam sial ja gaya kamu. perasan busy. won't talk to you.
jalan-jalan di sana bawa giant roxy bag, remind me a lot of my campus life. miss that a lot. the different thing is, now going out with yusri and fizy. before, used to go out with radi, asrul and cik ina. forgot to contact cik ina when i was there. promise her to belanja makan. next time ya dalink. tunggu abang radi here on your convocation day this coming October.

sparkling?

the real reason why i'm coming to your city
just to get this

the shy pilot

the bestest co-pilot one's ever had
chip sir?
cigar? light?

i love this picture a lot

tired and oily face suddenly look chooooo...damn chexy..
what do you think, sir?

a healthy breast that bounce on his italian leather sofa...sweet song from Cake. thanks sir joild for that beautiful quote...=p

p/s: tiap kali aku makan aku ingat kau sini. ko ja tu yang nda ingat aku...=(

miss

mister, i don't kid when i said i miss you. really mean it. i know you miss me too..=p

p/s: lucu la ko ni...
: apa nya yang lucu?

euphoric

(<''''>)
( ._. ) saya tunggu
>")("<> SMS awak


tunggu..



& tunggu..



& tunggu..




tapi takde..
(>''''<)
(e ;e)<--maybe
(,)..(,) awak da lupa kan saya...

mister, this one is seriously chooo.......cute...chooo.........nice...
really make my day


p/s: u totally had me at 'hellllooo' (slang yang kau selalu buat tu)

je suis désolé

i'm busy lately with the MSSB emceeing stuff. but here i am in my room updating my blog. taking a break. busy covering up for that mister. really miss that mister a lot. haven't talk to him for three days. haven't said my nitey like i used to. and what worse, he just ignore me. never care enough to text me. blame me for being so puji minta. i know...:(

mister, i miss you a lot. like real a LOT.

please open your eyes Mr.Lanjut Usia
i'm really into you

p/s: bangang!!!

turbulence

at least, mine.

i just realize i'm having my period twice this month. no wonder i've become so sensitive lately. must be hormonal. wattafish. i haven't take any prescription. haven't take any supplement. if only mum knew my primrose finish already. i just don't want to bother dad with a lot of request when i was at home. too many things happen that time. it's kinda signal that my life going to turn to something bad later. what could be worse? i miss my parrent a lot right this moment. i love it when they are around. this gives me the reason to be completely helpless and stupid. i don't have to think or even make any decision when they are around. yeah, i know. call me baby. and you know you are worse than that. why is that so? you think you mature enough yet acting like a 7 years old.
i'm so mad at that mister and i don't know why. as if i don't know i have no right to do so. like he cares about me. like who cares about me. who cares about you, zila? wake up. it's about time.

just to add another flavour to my dying mood, fizy said last week that i'm makin tembam. and just now ana said 'baru aku perasan, kau macam makin tembam pula zila'. i miss that tembam word a lot. remind me of someone used to be mine. what is mine, now is her. awesome.

p/s: scared. i'm having a signal that i'm gonna burst into tears in the shortest time.
Ya Allah, please protect me from the eyes of demon. grant me with Your blessing. protect my surrounding. not to be forgot those two Adorable people in my life, Hj.Marsden Abden and Enit Donald Jackson.

my mum pesan via a phone call tadi petang: jangan la suka menangis lagi meng..besar sudah kan.
i cry for a reason. because i didn't get the ice cream? perhaps..

i want you to know

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only

She loved because she may love again

But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She’s not perfect – you aren’t either

and the two of you may never be perfect together

but if she can make you laugh

cause you to think twice

and admit to being human and making mistakes

hold onto her and give her the most you can

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day

but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break –her heart

So don’t hurt her

don’t change her

don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give

Smile when she makes you happy

let her know when she makes you mad

and miss her when she’s not there.”

--------BOB MARLEY

p/s: how i wish you read this...

changing your sky

let me

p/s: in a very remote feeling...:(

insanity

YOU'VE BEEN WARNED, OK!!!
p/s: cantik pula shirt nya ni...

aku mau gigit orang.
mau betul.
kepingin betul.
mengaus terus aku mau menggigit.
paling aku kepingin mau gigit lengan si pyan.
besar ni.
macam lengan bapa ku.
yan, boleh ka?
sikit ja ba.
nda juga si fizy marah tu.
boleh la ba yan....
kesian la sama si zila ni.
macam-macam ja di kepingin nya dari semalam.
paling kesian, dia mau ice cream dari that mister.
tapi semalam si sir busy.
sampai sekarang ni lagi aku mengaus ice nya.
biar pun semalam habis satu bekas aku makan mint ice cream yang kita beli kemarin dulu tu.
tadi pagi lagi makan trophy ice cream yang kau beli untuk fizy.
tadi tengah hari drumstick tu pun nda dapat juga release keinginan ku ni.
mau juga ice cream yang dia bagi.
sedap ni.
lain rasa nya.
nda tau rasa apa.
kalau malam ni dia nda bagi juga, kecik betul-betul la hati ku ni sama dia.
serius.
merajuk aku ni.
merajuk yang nda bole di pujuk dengan makanan.
mister, aku mau juga ice cream dari kau...
:(
aku mau.
aku mau.
aku mau ba.

p/s: bole ka aku gigit lengan mu, mister?

***sekarang ni pun aku tengah mengisi mulut ku sama kuih lidah yang banyak susu sama gula nya. supaya hilang kepingin ku makan benda manis. bosan aku makan coklat terus. semua rasa nda sedap kalau makanan ku sendiri.

self-monologue: macam gemuk sudah aku ba. rasa berat badan ku ni. kalau pakai heel pun di sekolah, macam start sudah sakit spine ku. paha sama ass ku pun macam rasa keras sama ketat ni. risau pula aku. ada ka kegemukan melanda diri ku kembali? berapa berat ku sekarang ni ahh? bagus ikut suggestion si ana yang ajak aku bejogging kalau weekend. tapi weekend ni nda dapat. macam mau ke atas. buat lawatan rasmi.

silky sulk

last night talking about PMS and today..............

craving for this....
tong hing pindah la ba d Kota Kinabatangan. KK juga pun cni ni....
:(

mister, aku mau ini........................................

p/s: gonna be a loooooooonnnnnnnggggg sulky period.....:(

should do a new label...PMS.

the next best thing =p

aisyah supposed to do Ayat-Ayat Cinta 2..but don't know how Enchek Fandi tersilap buat Ketika Cinta Bertasbih 3

***btw, aku nda makan bakso cinta. merapu ja semua tu...;)

this sweet thing is created by my beloved childhood friend. credit to Enchek Fandi. ok nanti hari raya bole datang rumah claim duit raya dengan bapa ku. ya mister, aku satu orang ja ada bapa. dan aku satu orang juga ada kawan paling sweet macam Enchek Fandi. kau ada? teda kan..=p
seriously, i don't look like a girl from the middle east. because i'm caucasian. bukan German. orang German kurang cantik. kurang baik hati. kurang sifat terpuji. kalau Ausralian, semua nya baik-baik belaka. cantik-cantik belaka. makan hati la kau sendiri baca entry perasan ku ni ya mister. IF YOU EVER READ THIS.
aku makan guna tangan juga. aku cuci pinggan pakai tangan juga. kuku aku sentiasa pendek sudah pun.

p/s: yusri alfian, don't talk to me on Monday if you're having a blast with Faizal and Joild last night. i'm seriously jealous.