tristan and yvaine

how to make man understand this?

is this love? i never imagined i'd know it for myself. my heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it. like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me anymore. it belongs to you. and if you wanted it, i'd wish for nothing in exchange. no gifts. no goods. no demonstration of devotion. nothing but knowing you loved me too. just your heart, in exchange for mine.

i wish i'm a fallen star so i can glow whenever i'm happy with you.

the vow

i vow to help you love life,
to always hold you with tenderness,
and to have the patience that love demands,
to speak when words are needed,
and to share the silence when they are not,
to agree, to disagree, on red velvet cake,
and to live within warmth of your heart,
and always call it home.

i vow to love you now and forever,
i promise to never forget that this is once in a lifetime love,
i vow to love you and no matter what challenges may carry us apart,
we will always find a way back to each other.

you, i know you are not as sensitive, sentimental and as romantic as i am, but deep down in your heart i know you can feel the warm of my love..;)

another productive day

if we're not stuck with the vampire, we enter the world of magic. i find that strong headed self-centered arrogant brat, Prince Arthur, fascinating with his smirk and sarcastic comment towards Merlin. and he looks dashing in his knight wear. he reminds me of James Franco in Tristan and Isolde.

and i'm trying to finish The Choice by Nicholas Sparks by tonight cause according to my plan, i'm going to finish my exam paper this weekend. as far as i'm concern, i haven't done anything related to school.

did i mention i took a nap every one hour since morning?

you, 

listen to the track when they were making love during the honeymoon.

dazzled

i watched twilight series again. i just noticed that Edward Cullen prefer to wear brown leather shoes compare to the black one. it just give him extra bonus for uniqueness. as far as i know, brown leather is the least favourite among guys.

p/s: you, please wear your not-so-new brown shoes to school every day.

flightless bird

i'm nothing if not traditional.

i've waited a hundred years

but i'd wait a million more for you

nothing prepared me for

what a privilege being yours would do

if i had only felt the warmth within your touch

if i had only seen how you smile when you blush

or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough

i would have known what i was living for all along

what i've been living for

your love is my turning page

where only the sweetest words remain

every kiss is a cursive line

every touch is redefining phrase

i surrender who i've been for who you are

for nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart

if i had only felt how it feels to be yours

well, i would have known what i've been living for all along

what i've been living for

though we're tethered to the story we must tell

when i saw you, i knew we'd tell it well

with a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas

like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees.

it's amazing to meet someone who you can bare your soul to and still accept you for who you are. it worth the wait no matter how long.

The Romantics

she: you inspired me.

he: you inspired me too.

she: then we were supposed to be together.

he: i know.

she: i'm gonna go and i'm gonna tell everyone that you're okay.

he: but i'm not. i'm not okay.

she: you chose this.

you know i'm trying to change this feelings. i've done everything. other guys, other, other, other toms, other jobs, and they say that it gets easier with times, but it doesn't!!!

if anything the more time passes, the more i miss you.

i promise tonight is the last time i watch this movie. i promise not to repeat my favourite scene. i promise not to listen to the ost everytime i'm driving. i promise to break all my promises.

di bawah lindungan ka'bah

hasil pemerhatian saya:

reciting Holy Quran is the best remedy for the gering heart. true story.

JT

every time i watch Friends With Benefits, it always occurred in my mind "indah nya ciptaan Tuhan". referring to JT off course. seriously guys, he is so damn hot in that movie. no one pull jeans like he did. don't even ask when he is in a suit. but with that body i think i prefer he to be naked all the time. haha.

home alone

i'm supposed to finish reading this one.

instead of that, i've been spending my time since friday watching Harry Potter the series. i told you i'm not a big fan of him. but still Harry Potter is one of the best literature that one should read and watch.

left alone is so not cool. budak kecik was off to LD since yesterday to do some errands. she's only going to be back tomorrow. i hate when i'm alone at home. it's kind of creepy sometimes. whenever i'm downstairs, i kind of feel like someone is upstairs. i try to ignore it. but i just couldn't. something keep remind me of 3A story about "orang sebelah". well, it's about someone knocking your door and when you asked who is that, he will answer "orang sebelah". you thought he is your neighbour but he is actually "orang sebelah" or half man. i know it's some of ridiculous tale people used to tell. but when you're alone, everything goes to your mind playing like some silly ad. scary, i know.

i guess Nafilah 1 is my second kitchen right now cause i'm so not in the mood to cook. i have a lot of food stock in the fridge waiting to be cooked. i have pasta and everything. i just hate cooking when i'm alone. i don't know how to eat a decent food alone at home but i can sit at a restaurant having my meal alone. weirdo!!! i promise to make a healthy salad for budak kecik so she can

munch it whenever she feels like eating. she's currently on her weight gaining process. so far she managed to gain 2 kgs in a week. almost reach 40 kg. i am so happy for her. i should take care of her food to make sure she's taking a healthy diet and not having all the carbs and sugary food.

just a kind reminder for myself when i'm driving:

1. TOLONG TEKAN BREAK DI SELEKOH HOSPITAL, DI DEPAN PADANG, SIMPANG MASUK AGRO BANK, SIMPANG PASAR DAN BUKIT MENUJU PERUMAHAN.

2. TOLONG JANGAN MELEBIHI 80kmj SEPANJANG JALAN DARI SIMPANG HOSPITAL SEHINGGA DI SIMPANG SESB.

3. TOLONG JANGAN MELEBIHI 100kmj SEPANJANG PERJALANAN KE SEKOLAH.

4. TOLONG JANGAN MELEBIHI 40kmj DI SEKITAR KAWASAN PERUMAHAN TERUTAMA DI LORONG 1.

5. TOLONG JANGAN MEMECUT LAJU DI BUKIT NAIK KE GATE SEKOLAH.

mau hidup lebih lama kan?

random photo taken from FB group.

seni membuka buras. indah kan?

di tambah dengan tempe dan ayam masak lengkuas.

mood raya tiba awal.

bukan buat mas Fahri, tapi buat Lek Khudori atau juga mas Azzam...

wahai orang yang lembut hati nya,

sudah lama aku selalu mengecam pahit

kelam oleh penderitaan

AKU TAK ADA SIAPA PUN KECUALI ALLAH DI HATI KU

tapi kau datang dengan cahaya

aku ingin menjadi yang halal bagi mu

yang kan kau kecup kening nya

kau hapus air mata nya.

dari orang yang selalu merindu kan cahaya mu.

mutant and proud

go fuck yourself

(enough to put a smile on my face while watching X-Men: first class)

go Jackman!!!

go Australia!!!

;)